I realise that the past two posts were about me not being here for a pretty long time, and it is true. A lot has happened since the last post, and I can honestly say I would have never ever predicted it. Reading through past entries has somewhat stoked the dying embers in me to start writing again, and this is perhaps just the small little first step i take in penning down my thoughts more regularly.

I'm praying for us, everyday. Can't wait for the next 2 weeks to be over, then at least there'll be more time for the more important things in life, as opposed to fretting over exams and such. Not that I'm fretting very much at the moment, but you get my drift.

Well, that's it for now. Whether this gets updated more regularly again, we shall see :) 

Emotions, they tend to get the better of you, even when you try hard to keep them at bay. Finally letting you know how i feel was, a relief in some ways, just letting you know, even if it wasn't exactly reciprocated. Sometimes, i wonder why God does not take this heartache away. It does ache so, and I question myself. Why? Then God rebukes me. Says I'm not putting Him first in my life. Says patience, dear child, patience. Be not anxious for anything, but in everything, by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let my requests be made known to Him. 

For where jealousy and selfish ambition exist, there will be disorder and every vile practice. A very real reminder today. I try not to be jealous. To not imagine what, to me, are the worst-case scenarios. I tell myself, to just place everything in God's hands, and things will work out, one way or the other. But the heart wants to cling on; the heart refuses to let go.

The storm outside reflects the storm in my heart. Lord, please, give me peace, the peace that can come only from You. Give me the peace to accept whatever it is You have planned for me, that I will shape my own will to match Yours, and not try to bend Yours to mine.

 hmm. haven't been here in almost a year. waddup.

 wow, two months. that's how long i haven't updated this place. probably not going to anytime soon.

 






















I will lift mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help. My help comes from the Lord, who made Heaven and Earth. He will not suffer thy foot to be moved; He that keepeth thee will not slumber. Behold, He that keepeth thee shall neither slumber nor sleep. The Lord is thy Keeper, the Lord is thy shade upon thy right hand. The Sun will not smite thee by day, nor the moon by night. The Lord shall preserve thee from all evil, the Lord shall preserve thy soul. The Lord shall preserve they going out and coming in from this time forth, and even forevermore.
-Psalm 121


It's almost impossible to put down the thoughts I have into words. the moment i try to verbalise things, i seem unable to do so. even pictures are inadequate. only God's love will do.

this may be the start of a beautiful friendship. 

Beach ball sports include water polo and volleyball. While they are much less expensive than the balls used in professional sports, they are also much less durable as they are made of soft plastic. Giant beach balls may be hit around at outdoor rock concerts and baseball games. They are also thrown about at cricket games especially one day and 20:20 games.Also used for scoring against liverpool.


WIN =D


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beach_ball

 thank you God, for giving me that grade, even though i thought i had screwed up the assignment =)

feel the kuza lurve man =) am really really really thankful and glad that even though foc's almost a distant memory we still keep so close and do stupid stuff together.